Not good!

Fighting some kind of stomach virus, or at least it feels like that. It started on weekend and even today I feel like crap, big time!  All I keep saying is not now not now, tonight have to finish shopping for food for party on Sat. than I have to prepare it all Thursday and Friday. Lots of running around to do in between it all and feeling the way I do, is not going to be a good experience at all. This is the worst of timing ever.  I thought my stomach was getting back to feeling better but today the pains and rumbling are there and hurting like the dickens. Just have to zone it out and move along the best I could..  I have the lap band so of course the first thing my family thinks of something is wrong with it and than they proceed to lecture me. LOL My son Robbie is the worse, if he sees me throw up and that is only if I eat a tad to much, he freaks big time.  Oh well at least I know they care. But I am really not in the mood for lectures at this point!

What the future holds!

I must say I have no Idea, but I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.  My future endeavors seem very uncertain right now.  For some unknown reason I am a little excited and a little scared right now. Of course that is what is expected after you are used to the same for all these years.  But the excitement of new and unexpected is very appealing to me. I really do need that little push to make sure I succeed with all I want to do..  No choices are in the horizon just fact that things are going to change, and so will I.