Hi all, I had some free time husband went to groomer to pick-up dogs , my son Rob is working to 6:00 and as for me the bake ziti for tomorrows party is all done. So you all know the next stop , here, all I have been listening to the names of the people who were killed and are injured and I started feeling very depressed and guilty that my life is moving along while others are hurting so much! I know all of this is not in our control, but I still can not stop from thinking about all the pain they are feeling, as I am sure all of you feel the same and I am not alone.. Such an unreal feeling still and only time, a very long time will make it feel better! Life for me will be the same , but for all the people with love ones gone, they will never be the same! I don't understand and I know I will never understand what makes people do what they do! Are they not human beings like me and you or a spawn of the devil! What makes them change into what they have become, what made their mind snap to get them to take human life., I have problems and dreams and stress and worries, so does that mean I or any of us could just loose it and do something so horrendous as what that killer did? I wonder and wonder and it scares me!
