Why do they even bother!

Hollywood couples, why do they even bother to get married!  Most of them are not made out of the same mold as other (normal people) that is.  Temptation is all around them all the time.  I am not saying they don't start off with the idea that this marriage will last forever, but they should know it will not!   Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes, divorcing really.  For Godsake he was jumping up and down on national TV that he has found the love of his life and they will be together forever and a day!  Really Tom, what happened?  LOL
It is really emparsssing to see this and it sets such a bad example for all the young people of today to see there Idols all go through marriages like it is not a life deal! No one tries any longer to make things work in a marriage, movieland and even reg. everyday people.  I have been married come Oct. 30 years and believe me when I tell you, it was not a cup of tea!!  Now don't get me wrong I was not beaten or abused, that is another story in itself and a cause to go your seperate ways big time. What I am saying is that in marraige things change and change and change even more, you work at it and keep working at it, I did and I am not settling that is for sure I just made a commiment to stick it out and I did, with no regrets at all! To each there own is true and you could tell me that.  But quitting and ending it seems to be the biggest thing right now in married land and in Hollywood they should not even bother!  Charlene Theron seems to get it she says she will never get married.  I guess she does'nt want to waste her time.

Writing block!

I must have tried to sit down about 10 times and write what was on my mine, and everything was coming out wrong.  Writers block is so true.  Even when I am writing this article I am back spacing and changing words and forget about  the spelling, word spelling is the only thing that is keeping me going!  lol  I have so much I want to write about , like people who inspire me, people who push themselfs to the limit, people who love others uncontionally and so on!  The list goes on forever!   I have such a great story for a book with a great title, but I need that push to get it started and the people power to help me put it together!  Some how writing for me, even if it is not the best has become my best friend!  Who would of thought that I would enjoy it so much, not me thats for sure!  I really surpised myself  but in a good way, So much out there to write about, everyday experiences of lives that are just beginning and of lives that have ended and should be told!  And look at me now, like magic my writing block has disapeared and my best friend is back!

Audition!

My son Robbie, just got the news that he will have an audition for an film.  For the lead role, his picture was submited and  he was chosen to audition!  Its a Indepentent film, he is to play a ladies man/ drug dealer with tatoos on body (fake of course) who carries a gun, so unlike my son but thats what acting is all about! Monday morning he is going so he needs to study his monologue and act like a tuff guy!  The name will be Mark Torres a stone cold thug, I was just told!  He really better act the part to get this part for sure!  He said mom you got to start somewhere, so its a start for sure!!  Crossing the fingers!