Angels!

I sit here and try to go about my day, I do fine and than waves of saddest overwhelm me time and time again!  I did not know any of the loss souls that perished in the Sandy Hook elementary school, like so many of us but now they are a part of me !  Holidays are around the corner and we all have to go about our business, celebrate, smile, go on as always, that is the way of life, the old saying is life goes on, no ifs and buts about it.  My promise to myself is that each and every time I feel sad, I will remember all the angels smiling down on me, I will feel their hugs and warmth all around me and let them bring light and happiness into my life. I feel, that God would have never taken them away, for no reason at all, I have to believe there is a purpose and a reason. I believe in angels, and it comforts my soul to know that 27 more beautiful angels will be opening their wings and give warmth to my heart and soul. 

To give!

I love being a giver, always have been and always will!  I like to see happiness and joy!  When we were growing up, my mom did her best with giving as much as she could for the holidays to her children and those she loved.  I learned at a young age what it was like not to have what others had.  Looking back on that, I now know it is what made me the type of person I am and I would not want it any other way! I learned by giving in the long run, fulfills your heart a lot more!  Thank you mom for all you have instilled in me, you were the kindest person I have ever known and taught me well!  I love you always and forever!  Till we meet again in the heavens forever and ever!  xxoo