Ruff time today!

Last night I was told the news about Brian and what is going on, I wonder why I felt blank and did not express tears at that moment! I now realize I was in shock and numb and it was so surreal to me.  Today is another story. Of course I am at work and have to do what I have to do, but it is so so hard to stop crying and thinking about him and the family!  I wonder why things happen, how does God pick and choose what happens to people and why! I have to say I wish it was me and not him.  Last week I had a near fatal situation but for unknown reasons it turned out okay!  I would in a heartbeat have switch places with Brian for it to have been the other way around!  His life is just beginning, with so much for him to do and see!  The worse part is I can not accept this as being right, and for any reason at all!  Please God I do not want to loose my faith in you, I truly do not, I just need you to give me and everyone a little hope that he will be able to continue the rest of his life and experience all he was suppose to do! Please, Please, Please I pray to you dear Lord to let there be a miracle and give him back the quality of life he so deserves dear Lord of ours!

Very Sad!

Words can not describe how the people I care about are feeling right now, their son was in a motorcycle accident, and is fighting right now to come out of a coma!  God please, I know you see and hear all, please, please I beg you help Brian come back to all that love him! Please let him have a chance at a full and joyful life with his love ones!  He is a great kid with a good good heart and he is needed by all!  I pray to you, God and know you hear me and all of us in this time of need!

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Aries update!

I do not feel like writing it down today but it is right about my excitement I am having and the smile on my face that can not seem to be wiped off !  You know I am finding out that dreams and positive feelings can really make a day. I promise you even when all of this is said and done,you all know what I mean I hope by now.  I know that something good is going to happen whether it is tonight, a couple of days next week whenever it is, I know it will happen. Being a positive person makes you have the confidence that all good things come to those that are good!

One more day till the big one!

Its mine and I know it! LOL no really I have this overwhelming feeling of something good coming! I know it is this, believe me when I say ,I do not always have this feeling!  It feels like a dream, so real but when you wake up you still feel like it happen!  It might be a dream, so I hope I don't wake up because right now it feels like my life is about to change!  If it does not, at least it felt good thinking it would!

Not so Exciting? Maybe a little!: Help!

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