In a world full of Negative people

And than there is me, not a negative bone in this body, at least not at the beginning of whatever I feel I could do. The negativity comes later with the people around me telling me, I am wasting my time or money. Than guess what happens I believe them like a complete idiot and give up the thought or Idea!  Now mine you, once, twice, you start thinking to yourself, that those types of people are afraid of there own shadow never mine taking chances on something they might want to do or change in their own life.  So, I learned that if I have a dream, keep it to myself because most of the time it will turn into a nightmare when you listen to to many people.

Okayyyyyyyyy!

It is going to be the type of day that all you say is Okayyyyyyyyyyy! but not in a good way, if you know what I mean. I did not get a good night sleep, all I did was dream numbers in my head and it woke me up with worries of days to follow!  I know you do not know what I mean, and having a blog I wish I could tell you all everything, but some things have to be said in a round about way, as not to get yourself in to much trouble. It really is not anyone's business but it is a part of my life that I wish was just plain over with, with that being said end of story!

See that Smile!

On the face of my blog, I truly am trying to keep that smile but it is harder each and every day! I have no Idea how we will get threw this economy crisis, but I pray a miracle happens soon.  The struggles are endless and I wish it goes back to the way it was! I am sure it is everywhere, and we are not in this alone. I have to believe there will be a silver lining  at the end of all this! 

Productive weekend!

If I say so myself,  I did get a lot of things done around the house planted plants clean more of the backyard, it does not take much to make me happy, I love when I get things done that need to be done.  I do have to get to Kesslers to see Brian,  he is in my thoughts all the time and I need to make a point to get there, my plan was to go on Tuesday, but now we have a funeral to go to for my husbands Uncle. One thing after another it seems. But I will get there to see him this week, no matter what!.  I am hearing he is improving slowly but is consistent, that is all that matters.....

My Stats!!!

I know you do not have a clue what I am talking about, My stats on my blog, I was looking at them , the map part and my areas on the map are getting greener. The greener they get the more people are reading my blog, so excited that people even give a crap what I am blogging about. LOL But I thank you all who take the time to read it!  Like I always say, the blog is turning out to be a great tool to stay sane in a world full of insane people. Now if only the rain stops a little so I could get some backyard work done, that will really make my day!!!

Weekend is upon us!

And if weather allows I will be getting things done for my son's Graduation/birthday party on June 16th in the backyard of my home. Want to do my large planters in yard and get some flowers around I also have 3 large canopy they need to go up! If rain does come I will work on the inside instead. Love when things work out and everything goes as plan, not like the Drama of yesterday when you think you need to spend a lot of money you do not have.  Life is good and I love all around me.  Well if you ask my husband that yesterday, I do not think he would have agreed with me on that one. LOL Oh well ,today is another day right, and I am a women after all, and what do women do best, go from one extreme to another  or one mood to another. I  just love being a women!

Waiting for my son!

I know, he is 18 year old and I should cut the shoe strings, Maybe but as long as he lets me I will be the mom,he has always listen to. Now let me get this straight Robbie is not a mommies boy by far, but he does respect the fact that I worry about him and chooses to respect that fact.  He went out with a friend last summer and I wanted him home by 11pm, 12:00 the latest,  his friend says you know Robbie you are 18yrs old and can do what you want, he says he knows  that but he chooses to do what we ask. As a mom what else can a mom ask for!  With that being said  we know we raised our son the right way but more importantly Robbie will make his own chooses and from what I see it will always be the right ones!