I have moments! (quite a lot)

I have moments when, I really hate what I do, and than I have moments I love it all! Am I Bipolar? lol ney, moody not really, The only time I am at my worse is when I get home from work and walk in the house and that is when the venting me comes out! I think the problem is that I have to be to agreeable at my job when all I want to do is just be what I always am just plain old me!  Believe me I am not the only one like this, I was over a friends house and her daughter said mom when you walk in the house you yell like a crazy person. LOL There it was right in front of me, I thanked God I am not alone, Thank you  thank you, I am thinking to myself, now I know I am not Bipolar!  No medication for this girl. You know what, I decided to stop analyzing myself and  just go with the flow. You know what they say you cannot teach an old girl new tricks.  The funny part of this is when I am quiet and mellow, everyone thinks I am sick or not feeling well, go figure right I can't win if I tried!   I love my life and that is what matters most of all, happiness and being loved!

Scolarship!

Robbie, was awarded 2 scholarships one for $500.00 and 1 for $1020.00 small but I will take it, anything and everything helps as far as I am concern.  Tonight we go to college and register him fully and get his schedule of classes for fast semester in fall!  I saw want him to enjoy his up and coming years in college and not give up!  It has been a long journey through the years of ups and downs but he prevailed and I am a proud mom today!  Very proud to know that he knows college is his future and a must for all the years ahead of him! 

Come on Lottery!

I am speaking to you, yea you, what are you waiting for, I am so ready for you to make my life complete!
I really did not think you would take this long, I have been longing for you all my life. Now that I am over (slightly over middle age) I need you now, so that when you come to me I could walk and enjoy your company. So please do not make me wait much longer I need you now, no more waiting!!!!!!!!  LOL

Blog of the day!

I have to say I really do not have much to talk about , I could barley keep my eyes open to stay awake that is how bad I feel today! No I am not sick at all I think it is the weather that is making me feel like this day will never end and I need to find a bed to sleep day!  LOL It is now 12:11 in the afternoon here in good old New Jersey the garden state and believe me the gardens are being watered big time.  They say 2 more days of this, oh crap this is not good. I am dreaming of up and coming 3 day weekend! As they say fun fun fun is on my agenda!  No rain in forcast, what more could you ask for.

Rude people! Not good!

I hate rude people, especially when it is someone you know, it happen to me over weekend and it is so unbelievably rude especially when someone is doing you a favor! All I could say is thank you lord for me being me. I might be over the top, I might say things before I think, I might have issues behind close doors, but I never and I do mean never take or have attitude with people I know no matter what age or person it is! All I could say is it is so uncool to be that way and I am so glad I am the way I am!  Proud to be me for sure!!!  It really is in the genes thank you MOM!!!

Weekend!

Weekend was so beautiful in the great state of New Jersey, and than this, rain rain and more rain, they are saying till at least Thursday....  NOOOOOOOOOOOOO  not good, now I know it will be a long week at work and an aggravating week for sure!!!  Oh well whats a women to do, chins up  and bare it!!!  We are durable for sure!!!  LOL

To funny!!!

Someone from my past requested me as a Facebook friend his name is Mark, I write back and say so glad to hear from you Mike, forgetting that when we were younger I always called him Mike not Mark, needless to say he refreshed my memory on that issue. I really need to remember his real name Mark, Mark , Mark LOL.