Angels!

I sit here and try to go about my day, I do fine and than waves of saddest overwhelm me time and time again!  I did not know any of the loss souls that perished in the Sandy Hook elementary school, like so many of us but now they are a part of me !  Holidays are around the corner and we all have to go about our business, celebrate, smile, go on as always, that is the way of life, the old saying is life goes on, no ifs and buts about it.  My promise to myself is that each and every time I feel sad, I will remember all the angels smiling down on me, I will feel their hugs and warmth all around me and let them bring light and happiness into my life. I feel, that God would have never taken them away, for no reason at all, I have to believe there is a purpose and a reason. I believe in angels, and it comforts my soul to know that 27 more beautiful angels will be opening their wings and give warmth to my heart and soul. 

To give!

I love being a giver, always have been and always will!  I like to see happiness and joy!  When we were growing up, my mom did her best with giving as much as she could for the holidays to her children and those she loved.  I learned at a young age what it was like not to have what others had.  Looking back on that, I now know it is what made me the type of person I am and I would not want it any other way! I learned by giving in the long run, fulfills your heart a lot more!  Thank you mom for all you have instilled in me, you were the kindest person I have ever known and taught me well!  I love you always and forever!  Till we meet again in the heavens forever and ever!  xxoo

Disrespect vs.Bad temper!

I had a long conversation with a friend , about the difference of a bad temper vs disrespect, my opinion is a bad temper is when you get cut of driving a car and you curse your ass off or have no patience and fit out at an object not a physical human being!  Disrespect is something all together different, that is when you are a person who just uses the excuse of having no patience and is just down out rude, arrogant and just a plain rotten individual.  By the time the conversation was over they agreed more with me than before,  examples helped also, and I have quite a few to talk about!

Overwelmed!

I have been reading on whats happening at the sandy hook school!  How and why is this happening! When you send your child to school, they are suppose to be safe, not murdered by some derange manics with guns!  How dare they do this, how dare they take all those lives! God bless all those lost, and for all the families they left behind in pain and hurting from the gore of their being, in shock from not understanding what was to be just another day, not the end of their life as they knew it!  Just children, how dare those gunman walk the earth and the one who is dead already, I hope hell is burning you right now as I speak and your pain will be everlasting!  I cannot even fathom what its like for all the families, God bless them all, for their lost is great! Amen!

Before and afters!

Hi my friends just wanted to show you all how much will power my men have.  My husband Bob was very overweight but decided to loose it all and that he did, as you can see by the picture on the top.  My son Rob was not overweight but bulked up for football in the picture on the top, when football was over and done with it he decided he wanted to go back to his original weight.  They both did what needed to be done on shear will power, now me on the other hand needed a little bit of help by getting the lap-band procedure. LOL  What can I say no will power for me, but I do not at all have any regrets with the operation!  I love it and feel and look the best I ever have.  I have a before picture which when I get the courage to show all I will, you all will be quite surprise of how being overweight changes how you look.  But I want to say, that no matter what weight you are, always and I mean always be proud of who you are, inner beauty far outweighs outer beauty!

Dylan!

Little Dylan, my great nephew, I love this child so much!

Good night all!

Time to take an Advil  for my back and neck and headache and try to get a good night sleep without waking up 3 to 4 times a night!   Even with not getting good night sleeps, I still love life and if God allows I plan on being around for a while!!