Memorial Day

Today a day of rest and relaxation, yea, after stuffing my face all weekend and feeling like a blow fish , It will be great to just get back to my schedule eating pattern and start to deflate myself, LOL.  I really have had a nice weekend with family and friends, but it does feel good to be just sitting home and relax. Today in the state of  New Jersey it will be 90 degrees and this is where the problem is guess what, no air conditioners in as of yet except bedroom .Hopefully with luck the ceiling fan will be enough.!  So not ready to get those big electric bills, but it is coming!!! Happy Memorial Day all, you know what maybe I will go out a little and shop, what the heck I deserve it. right!!!!!!!!!!

So ready!

So ready for this 3 day weekend, like I am sure most of the universe is also!!  Sat and Sun. busy with parties and lots of running around, but Monday (Memorial Day) itself just and I mean just some good R&R for me. I just want to sleep and relax all day long with no drama or aggravation of any kind. To all my blogger buddies and people that check out my blog, have a great big wonderful, beautiful 3 day weekend, and remember no drama, calm is the word of the day!!!

All done!!

Went to register Robbie in UCC last night, he is now officially ready for the fall semester, I really cannot believe my little boy is now going to college. I love that kid big time.  We have our little fights, you know the mom, I know what I need to do, or mom, I know already, leave me alone I am not a baby mode.  How about mom I am 18 years old you know, but he never once said I will not listen and do not have to listen to you, not once. He really does have a good head on his shoulders and I am so damm proud of him!!! Will keep you informed of everything that is going on!  Even if you don't care!!! LOL

Bowling Scholarship money!

I wanted to mention this because, one of the scholarships he received was from bowling! Since he was around 9 years old he has been bowling on a Saturday league each year!  From that he received $1020.00  to be applied to a college of his choice.  I am mentioning it because Robbie's earning were good but there is some kids who are getting a lot more than that!  I have seen children as young as 5 or 6 yrs of age bowling and by the time they are seniors in High School they have a very large scholarship fund ready for them!  Like I always say every bit helps and it is helping me!  In my area we have Jersey Lanes, a great children's league and great coaches with a lot of scholarship programs to benefit from!  I am sure if you look in your area you will also have one!  It truly is a good environment for kids!

I have moments! (quite a lot)

I have moments when, I really hate what I do, and than I have moments I love it all! Am I Bipolar? lol ney, moody not really, The only time I am at my worse is when I get home from work and walk in the house and that is when the venting me comes out! I think the problem is that I have to be to agreeable at my job when all I want to do is just be what I always am just plain old me!  Believe me I am not the only one like this, I was over a friends house and her daughter said mom when you walk in the house you yell like a crazy person. LOL There it was right in front of me, I thanked God I am not alone, Thank you  thank you, I am thinking to myself, now I know I am not Bipolar!  No medication for this girl. You know what, I decided to stop analyzing myself and  just go with the flow. You know what they say you cannot teach an old girl new tricks.  The funny part of this is when I am quiet and mellow, everyone thinks I am sick or not feeling well, go figure right I can't win if I tried!   I love my life and that is what matters most of all, happiness and being loved!

Scolarship!

Robbie, was awarded 2 scholarships one for $500.00 and 1 for $1020.00 small but I will take it, anything and everything helps as far as I am concern.  Tonight we go to college and register him fully and get his schedule of classes for fast semester in fall!  I saw want him to enjoy his up and coming years in college and not give up!  It has been a long journey through the years of ups and downs but he prevailed and I am a proud mom today!  Very proud to know that he knows college is his future and a must for all the years ahead of him! 

Come on Lottery!

I am speaking to you, yea you, what are you waiting for, I am so ready for you to make my life complete!
I really did not think you would take this long, I have been longing for you all my life. Now that I am over (slightly over middle age) I need you now, so that when you come to me I could walk and enjoy your company. So please do not make me wait much longer I need you now, no more waiting!!!!!!!!  LOL