Almost a 2012 Graduate!

Heading in 2 hours to graduation for Robbie, so proud of him! Its great being a mom!!  Short but oh so sweet! LOL

Hernia almost positive!

Went to Doctor and she is pretty sure it is a flare up and now for more test and most likely an operation, all I could say is thank God it happen now and not for my August vacation, did not get insurance for flight. I know stupid mistake what could I say!! Brains has not been a strong suit for most of my life why change it now. LOL  I hate when everything changes, not a good quality of mine for sure. I also hate the idea of having to get an operation again.  I know me though I will bounce back right away, I hate being idle to long, just not me.  I did speak with someone who said you feel much better in a few days, you just cannot and he said cannot pick up anything at all heavy. So this time I will follow orders for sure!  In pain right now as I write this, but there is no way I will miss my sons Graduation ceremony tonight, I waited for this day all my life and now here it is! Tomorrow I go for a test and Monday of next week back to Doctor, as long as no more issues come up I could take it slow!  It is what it is and there is nothing I could do about it! Think positive Fran is all I could say to myself!

Off to Doctors tonight!

After a full week and a half of having abdominal pains with not much relief in site, and managing to get through the party I planned on Sat for my son it is time for the Doctor tonight at around 6PM. Pain on right side is always there and me being the doctor I think I am has some opinions on this situation! LOL It could be one of three things no make that four things, 1) gas,  2) lapband 3) appendix 4) hernia. I know when I go there tonight it will be a waste because all they will say is you have to have test done!  I saw dread all that stuff and if the pain would have went away I would not even be going tonight, and my whole family would have killed me for sure if I did not!  Unfortunately the pain is still there and before anything happen like it bust or something I have to go big time! With the August trip around the corner, it will be hear before you know it can not take any chances of not taking care of this problem now.  So wish me luck and I will fill you in on results!!! 

Not so exciting for sure!

See I knew it, to have a blog you need pazzaz and something interesting going on in your life, for me the only interesting thing is following the future of my son!! LOL. That is why my blog is called what it is Not so excititng maybe a little!  My map was really getting green now it is only a little green boo hoo !  My blog map that is,  even Russia is loosing interest in my everyday life!  I guess I could lie and say a bunch of bull crap, but why its not me.  The point is to let you know what everyday stuff I do which is not so glamorous at all and is the real deal! I have to figure out what will hold the interest of my follow bloggers.  It for sure is not about me and my life!  LOL   I really to love being me, at least I could laugh at what I want and what I know is only a possibility! You know dreams and wishes do happen though, you can never say never!

Not good!

Fighting some kind of stomach virus, or at least it feels like that. It started on weekend and even today I feel like crap, big time!  All I keep saying is not now not now, tonight have to finish shopping for food for party on Sat. than I have to prepare it all Thursday and Friday. Lots of running around to do in between it all and feeling the way I do, is not going to be a good experience at all. This is the worst of timing ever.  I thought my stomach was getting back to feeling better but today the pains and rumbling are there and hurting like the dickens. Just have to zone it out and move along the best I could..  I have the lap band so of course the first thing my family thinks of something is wrong with it and than they proceed to lecture me. LOL My son Robbie is the worse, if he sees me throw up and that is only if I eat a tad to much, he freaks big time.  Oh well at least I know they care. But I am really not in the mood for lectures at this point!

What the future holds!

I must say I have no Idea, but I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.  My future endeavors seem very uncertain right now.  For some unknown reason I am a little excited and a little scared right now. Of course that is what is expected after you are used to the same for all these years.  But the excitement of new and unexpected is very appealing to me. I really do need that little push to make sure I succeed with all I want to do..  No choices are in the horizon just fact that things are going to change, and so will I.

Great weekend!

It really was one of the best weekends, ever if I say so myself.  Weather was holding up and I did get loads of stuff done, which always makes me feel good!  This weekend coming is Robbie's graduation/birthday party so on wed. the cooking begins! Bake Ziti, Sausage and peppers, and my husbands famous meatballs which I can never seem to make enough of.  I wish I could have had it in a hall but he chose the California trip so had to make it in backyard. Would have loved to have everyone but just could not do it!  Yard not big enough for that so that's a bummer. Would of could of should of, my motto is it is what it is and make the best of it!  Always works for me, why change it now!!!. On June 19th is graduation day! Boy time flies. I still could remember holding him in my arms and just not believing he was mine and he was finally here! A new part of his life and our life is upon us and I cannot wait to see what is in store!