Disapearing!

Hey everyone, thank God, I am getting back to my old self,  edginess is going away, like I said before, does not happen often but when it does, get out of my way!  End of the day drawing near and still no mailman at job, which is pissing me off.  What, they don't realize this is a business and we need our mail.  This happens every summer because people are on vacation and they cut so many they basically screwed themselves with not enough help!  Go figure!  I hope all had a better day than I did (at least mood wise). My goal for tomorrow is to wake up (I hope God willing) and start the day off with a bang and some good news.  Enjoy your evening or day depending on where you live in this great big beautiful world of ours!

Feeling edgy!

And I do not mean that in a good way, I am antsy and edgy, I feel like if you just say the wrong thing to me, watch out!. If you ask me why, I have no answer, generally I wake up with a smile on my face and feel good mood most often.  For some reason today I just can not seem to get my act together at all!  All I know is it started off as me not feeling my best and than stress from (not going to mention why so sorry some things just have to remain personal) and boredom and than the edginess set in and now I am in rear form!  I really do hate the way I am feeling right now, just so not me and pardon the language this sucks!
Need for this day to end and a new one begin pronto for sure!  Hopefully when I blog tomorrow all will be good and I will be back to my old self again which is 100% better than this!

Quite day!

So quite today, makes for a very long day!, I work best when everything is moving and busy!  Slow quite days are just a drag and so not exciting!.  Busy busy makes for a better day!  Not all people, I think like that but I love it!.  Being bored to death is not my thing at all!.  Last week was bad, I felt like everyone fell off the face of the earth, that's how quite that was.  I was so happy to start this week, and now it still feels like last week! Holiday is over people, time to go to work and get this economy going!!  Chop chop!!  Only kidding, a lot of people are on vacation also and its the way of the world!  I always keep a positive attitude, that all will be well, but sometimes it just seems so hard to do! Time will tell I guess and you just have to go with the flow!! Oh and a lot of praying too!

A nice visit!

I am so happy, my hubby and son went to visit Brian, not sure all know but he was very hurt in a motorcycle accident about 5 to 6 months ago, and thank the lord he pulled through and on his way to a full recovery!  I have to believe in miracles because he is one! They were passing his home and saw him in his backyard so they stop in!  He is improving each and every day which is such a blessing from God!  Rob my son said he wants to go visit him more which is great!  He said mom when football season comes I will go and bring Brian a nice sub and we could hang out and watch a football game.  Very proud of him to know, that family is an important part of life and he gets it!  You have to wonder why things happen in life and how easy it can change from one minute to the next!  Cherish the moments with love ones always!

Horoscope update!

I'm an Aries, and it reads don't be self-conscious go with the adventure! What adventure, it must mean other Aries because as of now my life is pretty much boring!   I am a very self-conscious person, that's true but if an adventure was coming, I would see it right!  I'm going to California in August, that could be it, but that is a vacation.  An adventure to me would be a complete life style change with loads of options to consider. I want a change, but you have to go out and get it, it just does not fall into your lap! My biggest down fall is not going though with what I start out to do!  That is a change I really need to make and soon!

July 4Th

Job is so slow, I like 3 day weekend holidays not in the center of the week!.  Even though it is the center of week you would think the world is coming to an end.  It might as well be a weekend holiday because it sure feels like it!  I figure if it is slow now it will be slow the rest of week! What I am saying is this is ruff when not busy at work ,the day drags on forever!.  Okay Snap out of it Fran, so much else going on it seem so trivial to be complaining about being bored.,  I went to Doctor and still no results, getting test on Friday and than I will know something more, probably  find out everything I already know LOL.  Whatever it is operation will have to wait till Sept. Happy 4th to all and enjoy!

Wrong Day!

Made for a wasted ride for Rob's audition, it was not today but for July 16. So as of now we wait again! I was so excited to see the outcome.  Well at least he could practice and practice to get the part down pat. Now onto me and the Doctor and whatever he recommends for me! I really hate all this Doctor stuff, but I learned, that when a problem with your body starts you have to take action for it right away and do not wait!
I had a lot of people I love make some wrong decisions and I have lost them. They always say you learn from others mistake, which I am not happy at all about and It is not worth the loss of ones life to learn by example.  All I really could say is when you know and feel something is not right head straight to Doctors and forget the fact that it is a pain in the butt. It could save you life.