Busy day!

Now that is the way I want to be, busy is money and money makes for a good day, with no stress and no issues. Well some but it always feel like a weight is lifted off my shoulders and I get to feeling like me again and not some walking mush brain!  I am sure you all know what I mean, been there and done that feeling! I cannot be the only one feeling these feelings especially with the economy being the way it is and everyone being desperate as all heck (hell). I wait like everyone else and wait and wait for the world to be the way it was and they say things will get better so I wait and wait!  Are we on the same planet, I think not!  LOL  They must be from outta of this world or not seeing what is happening to everyone.   Oh, I forgot the politicians live there with them, who is them. Them is them, I have not a clue and neither does anyone once else, obviously.

Heart is aching!

Hi everyone, today is a very sad day for me, I have learned you do not have to know someone personally for your heart to ache, as mine is.  In the last 3 days there have been 3 deaths in my town and neighboring towns, senseless deaths of two young people and a family monarch. Jose (17 years old) a young man from my town was stab coming from a party, my son knew him and said he was a funny kid, always with a smile, there were some gang members outside as he was leaving a party they had a few words and he was stabbed, he died from his wounds, his future was so brite, up and coming future football star for Rahway High School, and who knows what else life would have offered him! In Linden, Amber was walking home with a friend from Dunkin Doughnuts and was approached by a man who tried to rob her, she was shot and died ( 18 yrs old) Captain of her cheer leading squad and recent HS graduate, and her dreams of being a future police officer gone. As a parent I cannot even imagine what the families are going threw, my heart breaks for them all. In another town of Clark a 73 year old women was found on her couch with her throat slashed, her son could not get a hold of her when he went to the home she was still in her nightgown on the couch with her throat slashed. I have to wonder what is this world coming to.  You can not go to parties or walk the streets and your not even safe in your own home! I have lived in Rahway for 20 years I was raised in Linden and I have family in Clark, all nice towns! As a parent I have watch and protected my child to the best of my ability, as I am sure so have others.  You think okay they will be okay, but there not!  My son was extremely upset to here that Jose was killed. I tell him even at his age which is 19yrs old that is why I call to make sure he is okay!  You never know, you just never know, that they could walk out that door and it could be the last time! It sound horrible doesn't it I know but its that true.  There are no plastic bubbles you could hide yourself in, you are in the hands of the world! Enjoy each other every day to the fullest, be happy and not afraid, we are all handed a deck of cards and we have to believe even with what happen to these fine people, that there is good in this world or we will not survive. Rest in peace to you all,  no one could ever hurt you again!

Postman!(where are you)

Hi all, I am at the job just waiting for the postman to arrive, yesterday he came when we were closed and today it is looking like the same thing. I sure hope not, I could feel me getting antsy already and so annoyed!.  What happen to the days when mail would get to you come rain or shine and so on!  The world has changed so much since I was a kid!  Nothing is the same even the mail!  So it will be back to calling them and finding out whats up again!  Businesses need mail to survive people and we need ours!
Stress from mail what a joke, I really do need a vacation, not because I work hard just to be able to cope with all the crap you have to deal with just to get by!  Wow when did I become such a winer (I have to stop this now) I am sounding like a crabby old women and really I am far from that, I promise you! LOL

What a morning!

Hi to all again and today is, I hope going to start off good!  Right now so far so good!  Feel a little better and no edginess to be seen yet! LOL  I plan on keeping it that way if it kills me!  My boss brought in his dog Rosie, and that is a good thing, she will keep my personality on track, do not want to scare her with the other me!  Last night turn out to be relaxing for me, family went to an outdoor oldies show in the next town and I stood home and just relaxed and watch the boob tube (my nickname for TV). Well not really I usually say TV but just felt like writing it down!  Yes Fran you are an Idiot, what else could I write, my life is not that exciting, if I traveled around the world than I would have a lot to say and see.
Now I just need these phones to ring and that will make my day!!! That's all for now will fill you in later with my not so exciting life, oh and feel free just to skip over my blog completely, pretty boring for sure!

Disapearing!

Hey everyone, thank God, I am getting back to my old self,  edginess is going away, like I said before, does not happen often but when it does, get out of my way!  End of the day drawing near and still no mailman at job, which is pissing me off.  What, they don't realize this is a business and we need our mail.  This happens every summer because people are on vacation and they cut so many they basically screwed themselves with not enough help!  Go figure!  I hope all had a better day than I did (at least mood wise). My goal for tomorrow is to wake up (I hope God willing) and start the day off with a bang and some good news.  Enjoy your evening or day depending on where you live in this great big beautiful world of ours!

Feeling edgy!

And I do not mean that in a good way, I am antsy and edgy, I feel like if you just say the wrong thing to me, watch out!. If you ask me why, I have no answer, generally I wake up with a smile on my face and feel good mood most often.  For some reason today I just can not seem to get my act together at all!  All I know is it started off as me not feeling my best and than stress from (not going to mention why so sorry some things just have to remain personal) and boredom and than the edginess set in and now I am in rear form!  I really do hate the way I am feeling right now, just so not me and pardon the language this sucks!
Need for this day to end and a new one begin pronto for sure!  Hopefully when I blog tomorrow all will be good and I will be back to my old self again which is 100% better than this!

Quite day!

So quite today, makes for a very long day!, I work best when everything is moving and busy!  Slow quite days are just a drag and so not exciting!.  Busy busy makes for a better day!  Not all people, I think like that but I love it!.  Being bored to death is not my thing at all!.  Last week was bad, I felt like everyone fell off the face of the earth, that's how quite that was.  I was so happy to start this week, and now it still feels like last week! Holiday is over people, time to go to work and get this economy going!!  Chop chop!!  Only kidding, a lot of people are on vacation also and its the way of the world!  I always keep a positive attitude, that all will be well, but sometimes it just seems so hard to do! Time will tell I guess and you just have to go with the flow!! Oh and a lot of praying too!