Proud mom Indeed!

I said it once and I will say it a trillion times, I am one proud mom, Robbie received his scholarship monies yesterday for college . I was so proud of him and so are the teachers who chose him for the scholarship. I found out this morning he received it because the teachers voted for him and that made me even happier. His counselor Mrs Mishir said he work hard and came a long way and deserved it!  She also said that knowing the type of parents we are that will will push him to keep it up, and last but not least she thank us for being great parents, how cool is that!  The best job in the world is to be a parent and she thanked me!  The next 4 years is going to be a challenge, but I am up for it!  What I mean by that is Robbie is the type of kid that wants it all, just like most all kids and I have to remind him that the rewards will come in time and be well worth it! Never give up is going to be a big part of my vocabulary for quite some time!

Memory of my dream!

I was reading an article a young women wrote about dreams she had and would write about. It brought back a beautiful dream I would have a lot and it always brought me back to a time, that I swear I felt I lived there.  It always started with a large house and I mean large like a mansion type.  I remember the rooms as if I lived there and even the furniture was so real, It had this gigantic room with the most beautiful furniture and a fireplace and so much more, it felt so so real, but the best part of the dream is when I wanted to hide and I would go though these secret rooms and no one could find me.  I would be reading or painting and it was such a beautiful feeling of calm and peacefulness. I would wake up in the morning and always remember that dream because it felt more real to me there than being where I was!  I had the same dream for years and I can still picture it now as if it was yesterday!! Going to sleep for me was magical!  I sometimes wonder if I really was there in another time!  There was no faces and people just me and this magical mansion in a place I truly believe I once was.

Horoscope says!

It says stay out of drama with a little more added to that, but really are you kidding me, drama is my middle name. LOL Drama follows me around like a fish in water, (I used that saying could not think of another one so fast) anyway, drama finds me all the time for some reason.  I start days of saying great day and than the drama follows almost always.  I have tried relaxation tapes something like meditation Cd's. and who come in either my husband or son and they say what are you doing, I say meditating and they just laugh and say I am nuts. People pay big money for that kind of stuff and they think I am nuts, go figure. I will lay on the bed close my eyes and listen to the waves and sounds on the Cd and than I hear mom, mom, mom, of course I am in a calm state so I do not answer, if I told him once I told him 100 times when you see me laying in bed and not answering I am not dead I am meditating (lol) and still he needs to brake my calm for me to answer him.  I love him to death but will he ever learn is the question! That is where the drama begins, and the Italian temper comes flying!  You want drama you got it!!!

Start of a new day!

Beautiful weather at least right now, feeling good about myself  is a plus of course and very excited because my son Rob will be presented tonight with his scholarship, another proud moment added to the many I have experienced with him! He will officially graduate on June 19th but next Sat. we are having his graduation/ birthday party at the same time, have no time at all to throw two separate shin digs with the Virginia and California trips coming.  Only so much time in a day as they say LOL. I have to say this is going to be a busy, busy summer and it will fly by so face it is going to make my head spin.  Fun stuff for sure guys, now the next big thing to do win the Lottery than my life will be complete!!! LOL Later my friends!

Oh my God!

It is going to be another one of those days, my stomach is turning already and nerves make me fill like I just want to throw up!  Okay, so I am exaggerating a little LOL  but it is going to be a bad day for sure! I have no Idea how to get out of this one!  God always comes through in the end.  My boss brought in Rosie girl at least that makes my day!!  Even though I cannot talk one on one with her she is a great listener for sure! Let me refresh your memory guys Rosie is a dog but a great companion in a office of men!

One of those nights!

Trying to figure what I like to do on the side that will hold my interest when it is time to call it a day with full time work!  I want to do so much but as always I start off strong than poop out! My horoscope,the sign of Aries is known for that or at least that's what I read,my thoughts hop from one thing to another and I get bored very easy.  I always say that the things I did the best and last the longest was getting my drivers license, Marriage, and having a child.. They are the 3 accomplishments I achieved in my life.  No regrets about that, but I saw want to do something but what is the question!  There has to be something out there for me!!  Ahh,  its just one of those days and night I guess when you want something more but what or how to go about it is the question!

Tuesday!

So far so good, hopefully the weather will stay a little dry for a while in the state of New Jersey, I know this is only temporary but I will take it LOL.  I started reading the book everyone is talking about, you know what its call  Fifty Shades of Grey, only on the sixth chapter of first book so I have not got to the heated stuff yet! LOL Everyone is talking about it so I thought I have to see what this is all about so I jumped on the band wagon! Friend all tell me you have to read it!! I will fill you in as I go, at least what is appropriate to say on my blog! A little embarrassed that I am telling you all this but what the heck, every other women I know can not seem to put the book down. Later all!