I suprise myself!

I really do, I cannot believe I have so much nonsensical things to say. My thoughts and feeling just start coming out of me when writing. I just think to myself wow Fran if only you liked school and did not have ADD (which now I know in later years was probably what I had) you could have really have been somebody. I know I am somebody, I am me but just think if I really learned, I mean really learned how to use the big words and the right paragraphs and how to make a story, boy what would I be able to write down on paper with this crazy mind of mine if only I would have learned like I should have, I could write and express myself the right way!  Now of course, I am a big stickler on telling the young  to make sure you get a good education and learn. I wish I was told that enough times instead of staring out the class room window! I wish I would have just tried harder and just focused more, but it was not meant to be. I know another sad story, not really, you want to know why because I am right now doing what I always wanted to do and that is write what is in my head and let everyone know what I am feeling, no Pulitzer prize here I know but I am enjoying every minute of what I am capable of doing and that is letting my feelings out to all!  Okay done for now until tomorrow and guess what 20min. to go and I am done!

Who needs a sauna!

Just go to New Jersey and its yours for the taken and right now with this heat wave, so is a lot of other states.  I had to go to bank for work and I went outside and the heat just was like pow right in the face! I like hot weather but this is to hot and since I do not have Raquel Welshes body, clothes are a must. LOL To much information, I know whats a girl (women) to do but just be honest and come out with it!  The T-shirt look is good, but a bathing suit top would be a whole lot better!  Fran, just keep dreaming, maybe in another life, if you do not come back as a dog, you will have the perfect body to go along with a perfect face, but not this time around!  AHHH to dream, okay end of that issue and time to move on to next, yes one more hour to go and I am outta of here!  I don't know about you but, when the end of the day comes it such a great feeling to be going home!  I feel that way on a Friday, knowing that for 2 days I can do what ever I want to do without being told to do this or to do that!  I am in control and I love it! But you know what the funny part is that when Sunday comes along and you know the next day is work, I am not upset at all that I have to go!  Years ago when I was a kid I so hated Mondays, I really felt horrible on Sunday nights and I made myself miserable.  I knew I had school the next day, I hated school. I now came to the conclusion that I really do not mine my job at all, but I really do need the 2 days to recuperate and than I am ready for the daily grind of the treaded Monday!

What could have been!

Tension was ruff today, but all is well on the western front (so to speak) all in all it is turning out to be a nice day and that makes me happy!  Things happen and personalities clash but everything always turns out good, in the long run!  Thank God for that!  Two more hours than home and relaxation!   With all the things happening around me it makes me glad that all I love is safe and sound!  Hearing about my sons friend really gets me thinking on how a life can get snuff out in a blink of an eye.  I really try not to be that type of person who walks around with the word morbid thoughts on my face, but being sad for others always makes my mine go in a hundred different directions and makes me always remember life is so short!  I hate that, everyone should live forever and a day! But God had other plans so new batches of us get made each and every day and the old and sometimes young have to go, go figure right, the way of the world..  To change the subject, LOL did I say things were running smoothly well guess what they went back into tension mode again!!  I just want calm!

Reality hits again!

Each and every day is a blessing for all of us, reality has hit again with the loss of my son Robbie's friend Cynthia, she was killed in a car accident yesterday and it hit Rob hard!  He said mom, she just moved to South Carolina from the next town over and she loved it so much!  She was 18 yrs old and her life was cut down so short!  She was driving her car and a man who had a heart attach crashed directly into the driver side of her car killing her instantly it turned out to be a 6 car collision and she was the only one that died!  She had her seat belt on and followed all the rules and still she was in harms way! Life is not fair for sure and you have to wonder why these things happen, and who is the chosen few that get picked at such a young age and for no apparent reason!  I hope that God has a reason for taken her so soon and she has a mission to come back and look over all those that love her so much!  I know that Robbie is trying to understand the reasons but it is very hard for him to grasp the finality of it all even at the age of 19 years old!  Kids always believe they will live for ever because they are young!  As we all well know not always!

I swear I am not going to say one of those days!

Okay, here it goes, I am not saying it but I want you to  know I am feeling it, big time!  What is causing me to feel this way, not going to say it, what I like to be doing right now, not going to say it. What I like to do to one certain person, not going to say it! Don't keep asking me, cause I am not going to say it!  Just remember I am thinking it, enough said! Right, Right! Now you know everything! LOL   Especially if you know me, and I assume you do if you have read my blogs, you all give me sanity and that's all that matters!

Now the wait!

Hi Guys, I am happy (Rob my son) you know him the kid I talk about non-stop, he had an audition today for the lead roll in an Independent film, he said it looks good but of course we all know time will tell. He should know in about 2 weeks.  I am waiting to see if his manager has gotten any feedback. I will let you all know if anything comes out of it!  He said that Tyler Perry is interested in film which is a good thing and that there is going to be a red carpet event premiere for film so we are excited about that!. Also August 5th he will be modeling designer clothes in fashion show at Hilton Hotel, cannot wait for that!.. All good experiences for a young person, even if nothing comes out of it, it was still worth it! Than off to California and the vacation that is much needed on August 17th, month of August is looking good with Gods help of course!

So excited!

I just got involved in on a great Idea that will really help stay at home moms with businesses such as Avon,  Scentsy, Paparzzi Jewlery, Partylite, Tastefully Simple, Pampered Chef, Velata and so on! It is on Face book and it is called Business Circle Swap Group. The leader is Sherri Ann Harris and the Idea is a way to get whatever type of Business consultant you are for any business with a web page to get it out there and get sales!  We have groups of 12 the first group is full and they are starting a second group so come on board and watch your business bloom right in front of your eyes!  In a random drawing I was picked for the first hostess and the first consultant is for Perfectly Posh. What ever sales Perfectly posh gets myself as the hostess gets a percentage of what they over. Sales for Perfectly Posh start in Aug till the end.  Than random.com picks a new hostess and consultant for the next month and so on and so on.  Take a look and contact Sheri and get all the info you will want and need!  Good like and happy shopping guys, it truly will be a great way to connect with new people and draw new business to your company! I for one am very excited with this new venture and so glad I have join the group! Take a look and see for yourself  Business Circle Swap Group on Face book!