July 4Th

Job is so slow, I like 3 day weekend holidays not in the center of the week!.  Even though it is the center of week you would think the world is coming to an end.  It might as well be a weekend holiday because it sure feels like it!  I figure if it is slow now it will be slow the rest of week! What I am saying is this is ruff when not busy at work ,the day drags on forever!.  Okay Snap out of it Fran, so much else going on it seem so trivial to be complaining about being bored.,  I went to Doctor and still no results, getting test on Friday and than I will know something more, probably  find out everything I already know LOL.  Whatever it is operation will have to wait till Sept. Happy 4th to all and enjoy!

Wrong Day!

Made for a wasted ride for Rob's audition, it was not today but for July 16. So as of now we wait again! I was so excited to see the outcome.  Well at least he could practice and practice to get the part down pat. Now onto me and the Doctor and whatever he recommends for me! I really hate all this Doctor stuff, but I learned, that when a problem with your body starts you have to take action for it right away and do not wait!
I had a lot of people I love make some wrong decisions and I have lost them. They always say you learn from others mistake, which I am not happy at all about and It is not worth the loss of ones life to learn by example.  All I really could say is when you know and feel something is not right head straight to Doctors and forget the fact that it is a pain in the butt. It could save you life.

On his way!

My son's on his way to the audition, hope all go's well and they like him. That would be such a good start for him and get his face out there.  He practice all night long for the part.  He really did good, but of course we are his parents so time will tell!  Had a relaxing weekend and enjoyed myself but still have the stomach issues to deal with so going to Doctor at 4:00pm today.  I hate specialist never could get an appointment after working hours. Why is that?  They make it so difficult for us! Ways of the world, what could you do!  So I will fill you in on outcome as soon as it comes in!!  If you care! LOL

Why do they even bother!

Hollywood couples, why do they even bother to get married!  Most of them are not made out of the same mold as other (normal people) that is.  Temptation is all around them all the time.  I am not saying they don't start off with the idea that this marriage will last forever, but they should know it will not!   Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes, divorcing really.  For Godsake he was jumping up and down on national TV that he has found the love of his life and they will be together forever and a day!  Really Tom, what happened?  LOL
It is really emparsssing to see this and it sets such a bad example for all the young people of today to see there Idols all go through marriages like it is not a life deal! No one tries any longer to make things work in a marriage, movieland and even reg. everyday people.  I have been married come Oct. 30 years and believe me when I tell you, it was not a cup of tea!!  Now don't get me wrong I was not beaten or abused, that is another story in itself and a cause to go your seperate ways big time. What I am saying is that in marraige things change and change and change even more, you work at it and keep working at it, I did and I am not settling that is for sure I just made a commiment to stick it out and I did, with no regrets at all! To each there own is true and you could tell me that.  But quitting and ending it seems to be the biggest thing right now in married land and in Hollywood they should not even bother!  Charlene Theron seems to get it she says she will never get married.  I guess she does'nt want to waste her time.

Writing block!

I must have tried to sit down about 10 times and write what was on my mine, and everything was coming out wrong.  Writers block is so true.  Even when I am writing this article I am back spacing and changing words and forget about  the spelling, word spelling is the only thing that is keeping me going!  lol  I have so much I want to write about , like people who inspire me, people who push themselfs to the limit, people who love others uncontionally and so on!  The list goes on forever!   I have such a great story for a book with a great title, but I need that push to get it started and the people power to help me put it together!  Some how writing for me, even if it is not the best has become my best friend!  Who would of thought that I would enjoy it so much, not me thats for sure!  I really surpised myself  but in a good way, So much out there to write about, everyday experiences of lives that are just beginning and of lives that have ended and should be told!  And look at me now, like magic my writing block has disapeared and my best friend is back!

Audition!

My son Robbie, just got the news that he will have an audition for an film.  For the lead role, his picture was submited and  he was chosen to audition!  Its a Indepentent film, he is to play a ladies man/ drug dealer with tatoos on body (fake of course) who carries a gun, so unlike my son but thats what acting is all about! Monday morning he is going so he needs to study his monologue and act like a tuff guy!  The name will be Mark Torres a stone cold thug, I was just told!  He really better act the part to get this part for sure!  He said mom you got to start somewhere, so its a start for sure!!  Crossing the fingers! 

Angels don't always have wings!

I was watching a show last night and one of the actors made a statement, she said Angels do not have to have wings sometimes it is just a person who comes into your life and does something special. I thought it was quite beautiful and I wanted to share!  It is true, angels are around us daily some seen and some not!  People are angels, they are caring and loving and norishing others each and every day!  I believe that everytime you are there for someone, no matter how big or small, a problem,, a smile, a gesture, a hug a helping hand, you are an angel!  Remember that and live by that rule!  I'm pretty sure you all have angels in your life!  When I am down or not feeling well, wether it be family or friends all my angels flock around me!
I thank you all, my Angels!