Saturday!

Hi all, I had some free time husband went to groomer to pick-up dogs , my son Rob is working to 6:00 and as for me the bake ziti for tomorrows party is all done. So you all know the next stop , here, all I have been listening to the names of the people who were killed and are injured and I started feeling very depressed and guilty that my life is moving along while others are hurting so much! I know all of this is not in our control, but I still can not stop from thinking about all the pain they are feeling, as I am sure all of you feel the same and I am not alone.. Such an unreal feeling still and only time, a very long time will make it feel better!  Life for me will be the same , but for all the people with love ones gone, they will never be the same!  I don't understand and I know I will never understand what makes people do what they do!   Are they not human beings like me and you or a spawn of the devil!   What makes them change into what they have become, what made their mind snap to get them to take human life., I have problems and dreams and stress and worries, so does that mean I or any of us could just loose it and do something so horrendous as what that killer did?  I wonder and wonder and it scares me!

I feel!

I feel, sick to my stomach right now, I cannot shake the sadness I feel for all the victims in Colorado and for all their families and friends. Words cannot even explain the pain they all must be in.  On a beautiful summer night you leave your home, whole families or just  young peoplewith friends ready to see a movie they were so excited to go see and this is what happens!  How and why did it happen, what made this person decide to just go and kill loads of Innocent people with the intent to kill.  I can not wrap my mine around the whole situation and I am quite sure neither could you!  I wish I could understand the reason these things happen and why does the children of today have to feel so unsafe at every single thing they do!

Countdown!

To the weekend, Yea, dreary outside today, but so what at least I have 2 days of my home and maybe not tranquility, but at least I will be home!  Will be having a busy weekend, and time will fly and we all know that (sucks) hate that word but is seem appropriate for the way I feel about the situation!  Monday will be here before you know it and back to the old grind!  Five more weeks to California and so looking forward to be just getting away and enjoy the family vacation !  Family is always there for you unconditionally and I love that!  My family taught me well that first and foremost family is always number one! Have a great weekend if I don't have a chance to get back to you all! 

What a senseless act of violence

I really cannot believe you can not even go to a movie and feel safe any more!  Last night my son went to the midnight showing also but we live in New Jersey. Very seldom does he go but his friend has been down from Virginia and he wanted to go!  Now I know why I very seldom never let him go to the midnight movies but he is now 19yrs old and I really have no control over saying to him Rob you cannot go to the midnight movie.  Now as I write this I wonder how many parents would have loved to tell their child, no you can not go the the movies this late!  Over protective, there really is no such thing as that anymore, you are just trying to keep them safe, so they can have a long and healthy life!  God bless all who were killed and hurt in the shooting and may the killer pay for what he did!  A long long life in prison and may he rot in hell there!  Death for him is way to easy!

Triond has given me a voice!

Triond , when I was searching the web and came upon you, I have to say it was one of the best things to happen to me, you are the voice that gave me sanity when all feelings were kept inside and with no place to go!  I have said it numerous time and I will keep saying it.  For me in all honesty it is not about the money it is about having a place to put my thoughts in writing and getting feedback from so many around the world..  Just the comments are enough for me to just keep writing and knowing that people like what I have to say and enjoy it!  My articles are not, again like I have said so many times, topics that are interesting to most people.  It is mostly talk of me, which for me is great therapy and is very enjoyable for the soul!  So once again thanks Triond and its a pleasure to be in contact with loads of great people!

There is always a light at the end!

The end meaning tunnel, you know the saying there is always a light at the end of a tunnel, outta of the blue that thought just came to me and than the typing begins.  I just wanted to let people know that somehow, someway things always seem to turn out okay!  Perfect life, I by far do not have, but when I worry about things, money, bills, everyday drama, things always seem to turn out okay!  You could call it luck, or what ever you want but for some reason it works out!  Things come together and it works itself into being okay.  I just had that thought and I wanted you guys to know about it!  Who knows maybe you are having a bad day like I do numerous amounts of times. I little extra encouragement always helps with positive thoughts! Right, right!

What to write about!

Generally I just write whatever pops out of this brain of mine, and right now not much is happening or interesting enough to even bother talking about!.  I hate that, because I am in the mood to write, but my brain is not. Does that make sense or am I talking stupid again!  I was reading some topics I could talk about but not in the mood for that!  When I write, I very seldom write about the ways of the world!  I like to write more about my world, my inner circle, even if it is not as big and as exciting as most others is!  Its mine, all mine and no one can take it away from me.  I mean no one!  LOL  See ya later, maybe something good will happen.  Boy do I feel bi-polar right now!  Yesterday supper bad mood and today, the world is my oyster!