Why do they even bother!

Hollywood couples, why do they even bother to get married!  Most of them are not made out of the same mold as other (normal people) that is.  Temptation is all around them all the time.  I am not saying they don't start off with the idea that this marriage will last forever, but they should know it will not!   Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes, divorcing really.  For Godsake he was jumping up and down on national TV that he has found the love of his life and they will be together forever and a day!  Really Tom, what happened?  LOL
It is really emparsssing to see this and it sets such a bad example for all the young people of today to see there Idols all go through marriages like it is not a life deal! No one tries any longer to make things work in a marriage, movieland and even reg. everyday people.  I have been married come Oct. 30 years and believe me when I tell you, it was not a cup of tea!!  Now don't get me wrong I was not beaten or abused, that is another story in itself and a cause to go your seperate ways big time. What I am saying is that in marraige things change and change and change even more, you work at it and keep working at it, I did and I am not settling that is for sure I just made a commiment to stick it out and I did, with no regrets at all! To each there own is true and you could tell me that.  But quitting and ending it seems to be the biggest thing right now in married land and in Hollywood they should not even bother!  Charlene Theron seems to get it she says she will never get married.  I guess she does'nt want to waste her time.

Writing block!

I must have tried to sit down about 10 times and write what was on my mine, and everything was coming out wrong.  Writers block is so true.  Even when I am writing this article I am back spacing and changing words and forget about  the spelling, word spelling is the only thing that is keeping me going!  lol  I have so much I want to write about , like people who inspire me, people who push themselfs to the limit, people who love others uncontionally and so on!  The list goes on forever!   I have such a great story for a book with a great title, but I need that push to get it started and the people power to help me put it together!  Some how writing for me, even if it is not the best has become my best friend!  Who would of thought that I would enjoy it so much, not me thats for sure!  I really surpised myself  but in a good way, So much out there to write about, everyday experiences of lives that are just beginning and of lives that have ended and should be told!  And look at me now, like magic my writing block has disapeared and my best friend is back!

Audition!

My son Robbie, just got the news that he will have an audition for an film.  For the lead role, his picture was submited and  he was chosen to audition!  Its a Indepentent film, he is to play a ladies man/ drug dealer with tatoos on body (fake of course) who carries a gun, so unlike my son but thats what acting is all about! Monday morning he is going so he needs to study his monologue and act like a tuff guy!  The name will be Mark Torres a stone cold thug, I was just told!  He really better act the part to get this part for sure!  He said mom you got to start somewhere, so its a start for sure!!  Crossing the fingers! 

Angels don't always have wings!

I was watching a show last night and one of the actors made a statement, she said Angels do not have to have wings sometimes it is just a person who comes into your life and does something special. I thought it was quite beautiful and I wanted to share!  It is true, angels are around us daily some seen and some not!  People are angels, they are caring and loving and norishing others each and every day!  I believe that everytime you are there for someone, no matter how big or small, a problem,, a smile, a gesture, a hug a helping hand, you are an angel!  Remember that and live by that rule!  I'm pretty sure you all have angels in your life!  When I am down or not feeling well, wether it be family or friends all my angels flock around me!
I thank you all, my Angels!

California Dreaming!

I love that song, and I cannot wait to go to California in August, so excited.  Do you believe we have not even gone on our trip this year and my husband has already find out where we are going next year!  Someone told him about a place in Florida near the keys that he was going to since 1978 and just loves it so much.  The sand is white and the hotel is right on the beach.  My husband is more excited about that than California, go figure!!  I know that once he gets to California he will love, just wants to be a ball buster.  The funny part is that when I first met my husband back in the day, not even 3 weeks later I had a schedule trip to California with my cousin Donna and we were away for 10 days. Everyday I would talk to him and all he would ever say is I wish I was there!..   Well guess what Bob, you will be in about 7 weeks. LOL

Doctors appointment!

Well off to see Doctor at 5:30 today and hope the news is that I could put off any operation until Sept. at least!  I will promise to be very careful of not picking up any heavy objects for sure!  I really hate all this stuff, why can't things just run smoothly, I know, it would be way to easy for that!  LOL  Have to see Doctors 2 times this week and next week, Monday and than Friday for them to check out my band to make sure all is okay with that!  What a pain in the butt this is. I love when I am in top form and healthy as an ox, but we all know that is not always the situation!  It sucks to get old!  What am I saying, I could have gotten a hernia at 28 yrs old too. Being 56 is not the end of the world, I still have a few more good years before everything starts shutting down, I hope! Think positive Fran, thing all will be fine!

Day almost over!

I have a nice relaxing weekend, which is a good thing with my hernia acting up! Doctor told me plain and simple, be careful and that is my plan.  If weather is nice, tomorrow might get a little sun, since I am white as a ghost and need a little color!  Pain in side has calm down and I am hoping I could push operation back to at least Sept. which will be better in the long run!  Its all up to the Doctor and what she sees, and if I promise to be real careful I could get away with it!  I hope!!!