One of those days (again)

It is one  of those days, not having much to say, I don't know why, I'm in the greatest mood and no problems at the work place, but it is still one of those days.  All my excitement was yesterday and today I guess I am back to reality!  I wonder why that happens you go from highs to lows!  I know the Bi-bolar thing, which I really do not believe I have.  Again the antsy feeling I have like something is a coming and you wish it would get here already is back!  There are so many times I could just keep writing and things just keep on coming and right now is not one of them!   I am a worry ward and I worry about everything!  Trying to make everyone happy  could be a very consuming job!  What really kills me is half the time you are just getting on everyones nerves because you are to (whats the word to use) anal or particular about everything.  Me and my husband butt heads a lot!  Complete opposites to say the least!  I go into a room turn on the light, than turn it off when I leave. Not him!  One time I came home to every light on in the house!  PSE&G made loads of money off of me/us that night! I talk till I am blue in the face and no one listens. I really sometimes get emotionally drained by it all!  I always have to ask the question, Is it me, or is it that I just want perfect 24/7.  Who knows, I could debate this forever, but right now I don't have the time!  But between you and me, I would have to say it is everyone else.  LOL  Bye!!!!

Good good morning!

Hi all, a great big beautiful day is here, hump day as we all call it middle of week with 2 more days to go till the weekend!  I have to say my weeks are flying by big time!  Next Friday at 2:30 I will leave work and off on vacation to CA. The week will fly by, positive of that but fun times will be had!  But a break I need and when I come back I will be good as new!  There is nothing like a tuneup right! LOL Trying to get Rob, set up with his school books for college before we go! Hoping to get his script for movie before we go, so much going on and feeling a little overwhelmed, but in a good way!  Life is good when busy this way you know you are not dead!  Does that sound right? Oh well thats Fran (me) talking and do I ever make sense, I think not! Later my friends!

Lunch!

Trying to eat but Rosie Girl wants a little bit of tuna, I hate to see her looking at me!  It feels like your child is starving and begging for food! I need to know if people food for dogs is no good, right!  One day when I get a chance I have to really find out in those myth books if it is fact or fiction!. Only kidding. Rosie is not allowed people food, and its for the best.  Not meaning to change the subject but I forgot to tell all, I wrote Rob's monologue for his audition, It must have been pretty good it helped with getting the part!  I made it real ruff, going with (since he plays a Duff guy with no feelings at all) I will blow your  effing brains out, you could beg all you want, you will need more than God to help your ass get out of this and so on!  You have to remember it has religious undertones in this movie and the star of the show refuses to believe in God! I also added since Rob's character is a ladies man, when he walks away he puts his arm around a women and says come on baby than stops looks back and points his finger in the position of a gun and he say remember tomorrow or and makes his fingers bounce like a gun goes off!  Now please know this is a monologue not me LOL. But it help get the part and that's all that matters.

Good News!

Hi guys, good news is a coming.  Rob has gotten the part!  So happy for him with a little nervousness on the side!  Filming starts in Sept. and will be filmed in New Jersey which is a plus!  They said they will work around his schedule and all his scenes will be filmed on Saturdays if need be!  Lot on his plate and as a parent I worry.  One of my friends said all things happen for a reason and I always believed that.  The name of movie can you believe he does not remember, I think because he thought he was not going to get the part! LOL Its an Independent film which we all know has no high budget but if seen by the right people can really amount to something, so they want this to be big  they told Rob. Tyler Perry the actor, director and producer wants to see the film after production is done! What else can you ask for  a first film!  We told him pace yourself  Rob and all will turn out okay!  All your dreams are coming together right in front of you!  Its a start and a great start at that!  School is all set and we will make sure he gets everything done.  His job hours will change also he was going to work less hours anyway for school.  All things work out, (you all know I believed that, I said it enough times for sure) and we could say the timing is all wrong, but like we have been told loads of times things always happen for a reason! 

Lots of thoughts!

Have no Idea where to start!  Did you ever get like that, I have loads of things running through this brain of mine, things I want to do things I need to do, and things I have no Idea even how to get off the ground and get started. Going to the fashion show last night made me want to reach for the sky, and start anew! Remember you are never to old to reach for the stars and begin something new!  Life is way to short for could haves, should haves and would have comments!  The host last night was a strong believer in what ever your dreams are go for it!  He was a great motivational speaker, which helped you believe anything was possible if you wanted it bad enough, now the question is do I want it bad enough or I am just willing to settle on what I have.  Sometimes I just think laziness is a big part of my problem, I am not lazy in the I don't mean house cleaning or every day things that need to get done.  I mean get up and get what you want out of life, that type of laziness, like I am afraid of a new challenge or to be the center of attention, I have no Idea what I am saying kinda of thing.  I am afraid of the invest yourself 100% type of thing. To succeed in anything you do a 100% is a requirement and is needed to be successful without it you will fail. I am 100% positive of that!

Hello my friends!

You know, you are, I love weekends I know you know that, but the only thing is I am so busy running around and doing things I have no time to talk on my blog because the family has me doing other things! My son Rob is on kicks of taking rides and site seeing with the family!  He is 19 years old and rather hang out with us is just amazing to me and I thank God every day, he is the way he is!  I do want him to get out with friends, don't get me wrong there are those times he hangs out and does things, but not as much as other kids his age!  He programs himself to stay out of trouble because his ultimate goal before anything else is to be a police officer or anything with law enforcement!  He does not want to be around trouble, I cannot blame him can you.  Talk to you later my friends!

What a great night (Sunday)

Sunday was a great night! (well I have to say) Rob did great at the fashion show and the runway!  He came walking out with that model face and strutted his walk just right!  Loved it!  A lot of the guys model 4 outfits each and of course came out with everyone at the end for the finale.  He did not look nervous at all and his self confidence was amazing for the first time being in front of all those people! When you get to the end of walkway photos were going off like crazy, it was a great experience and we were so proud of him!  My brother-in-law who always complains about thinks to his own admittance said he had a great time and Robbie did great!  To top the night off when we got home we recorded an episode of NYC22 and Robbie had a little scene in that and we got a great look at him on TV, all in all it was a great way to end the night and the weekend!!!!!!