Quite!

Well it's Labor day weekend and everything is quite at the work place.  We all want to get the last hooray for the summer!  To be honest I just want a nice quite weekend and just relax.  Well, we were told that Rob's scenes for movie do not start till Jan. which is a good thing.  The reason why is it gives him more time for acting classes to get the craft down better. He really wants to give this his all so the more time he takes the classes the better for him!  I am a firm believer that all things happen for a reason, his scenes not starting in Sept. is a good thing! College is starting and acting class at night believe me its a good thing, nothing like being overwhelmed all at once! That is horrible, so now I have a little bit more piece of mind that all will work out just fine. A plate is round right, only so much could go on it. LOL I like that one!  Anyway guys, not much to say and to tell you the truth, I am in the lazy mode today, and fingers are just not cooperating with me!  Have a wonderful end of summer (or at least that is what they tell us) fling. Enjoy

September and fall almost here!

September is almost here, fall is the time of year I love the most, its the beginning to holidays and now it is the beginning and new start for my son in the next part of his life!  Adulthood, College, and all his dreams coming true!  He will start acting classes with a great teacher, preparing himself for his movie which I believe should start shooting in mid-Sept. From what I am hearing they are getting everything ready and are fixing up loose ends!  He has his script in hand and just waiting!  Lots going on and so ready to join in the excitement of it all! I just know in my heart that all will go well and he will fly!

Purpose!

Do you ever sit and wonder what purpose you can make in ones lifetime, such as myself is thinking right now!  After my trip to Los Angeles, I wonder, what could be done for those in need in our own country!  Helping other countries is all well and good, but I wonder about the USA, the needs that are needed here.  Are we really doing enough for our own!  I know what your thinking, she goes on a trip and comes back and now she wants to change the world!  No, that's not what I want to do, I would just like to be able to lend a helping hand!   I really have never been around as many homeless people as I was in LA, and it really affected me to the very core of my soul.  I know you are probably thinking, like I always did, there is work for people, go get a job like everyone else.  I am now very ashamed of myself for thinking and feeling like that!  I realize now some people make there own problems and most people have no choice at all!  I figure(as much as its worth) that all the people I seen with all there belongings living in streets are not doing it by choice but because they have no choices, if we believe that these people want to live like that, than we must be crazy! I am confused and feeling useless right now, it is not a good feeling at all to have and I really need to find a way that I could help others in need or at least try! Most people live week to week like I do, you try the best you can with what you have, I worry so much about me and mine that I forget about them, (others a lot less fortunate than me).
Just a little compassion, really does not hurt anyone. Its time at least for me to think of others and not always about me and mine!

Still tired!

Do you believe, I am still exhausted from my LA trip, site seeing really wares you down.  Starting to get back a little more energy now, whew that reminds me need to take my vitamins after writing this blog, LOL maybe it will help. I forgot to tell you all, I went on a tour of Warner Brothers studio, learned a lot about sound stages and how they change everything. They shoot The Ellen show there and we sat in audience seats when guide told us how it is filmed each day!  The surprisee of the tour is when they took us to the old series set of the Friends , the cafe set where the cast would sit there and Lisa Kudrow would play and sing the Guitar!  The Guide took a picture of my family in the chair which is so cool! Like I said we ran around so much I keep forgetting little things we did!  My son climbed this mountain on Zuma beach and the pictures are so awesome and beautiful, and wait until I show you a picture of this sunset we experienced on the Sunset cruise we went on, the deepest orange I have ever seen so far in my life, other than a picture, was there right in front of my face!   Amazing!!!  I said it before and sorry I am saying it again, I needed that vacation so much!  I laughed till I hurt and we even recorded ourselves driving in the minivan we rented, there was six of us so we needed room! Now, for one minute picture this, 4 adults and 2 young men!  1-24yrs old and 1-19yrs old., for reasons we all know those two twain's don't mix, but on this trip it did and we had a ball! Overtired and all the running around and the traveling in a car with 6 people always make for good times and good laughs and I really needed that! Now back to the real world!

If I hear Ashton Kushners name again?

I will think of something to do to myself and put me out of my misery LOL, my nephew and son were relentless on getting near his house, not because of him but his girlfriend Milla (what ever her last name is) LOL.  They love her, which made them so determine on finding and getting a closer view of his home, it was getting so annoying !  For one day we went  to the top of the hills near the Hollywood sign, if you could Imagine that!  The streets up there are like a death trap or I would say like a roller coaster ride.  How in the world these people drive up and down these roads without having a heart attack (like my sister almost did numerous times) I will never know! To get to Ashton's house is pretty much impossible because of stalkers like my son and nephew! lol  But after awhile and a whole lot of laughs, all turn out okay when we were on the Hollywood boulevard and the kid he starred with on The 70's show walk right by us (his name is Wilmer Vanderama or something close to it) he played the Spanish kid on show..They were ready to take flight and start taking pictures of him and his girlfriend and follow them.  Rob, my son said he had eye contact with Wilmer and that you could tell he did not want to be noticed and that when he realized Robbie knew who he was, he started to move faster in the crowed! I had to stop the stalkers again, only kidding they were just having fun with the star gazing stuff!  Do you believe I missed Valerie Bertinelli getting her star on the walk of fame by a few hours, she Betty White and the rest of the cast from her show were there to honor her! We also went to this great shopping mall called the Grove where the best of the best goes.  Every car you see is Bentley's, Rolls Royce's, and a whole lot of others that my son knows the names of and right now do not have a clue, but I do know one thing one was more expensive than the other!  So much to do and see!  We went to this little strip mall, to go to Carvel no less and a Rolls Royce and valet parking was to the left of it, we found out that that restaurant had the best Sushi in town and all the stars go there, who would have thought it was not much on the eye this mall to say the least!  The Carvel ice cream we were in was one that Bob Hope went to all the time and Jay Leno goes in there every Sunday faithfully! All the little tidbits are coming back to me a little at a time!  You have to remember, there is only so much this little brain of mine can store, so little things are coming to me as the days go by.  Later guys!

Los Angeles,California land of the rich and poor!

Well let me tell you, I had a ball, from Beverly Hills to Zuma beach and the Hollywood hills, Newport beach, Manhatten beach and so much more, Madame Trousseau wax museum, Graumans Chinese Theater with all the hand and foot prints so much to do with so little time! I laughed sometimes so hard I almost pissed my pants (I know to much info) but what can I say it was one of those weeks where I sometimes laughed so hard it hurt, kinda of thing! We went on tours, The dearly departed tour, with all the unsolved mysteries of the stars and their demised and of course the tours of all the homes of the rich and famous. I am such a sap for all of this, with being a nostalgia buff, this is right up my alley! We went to the Nethercutt museum, This family is amazing.  They have the most wonderful collections of cars, pianos, organs sounds I have ever heard in my life and can you believe it, its all free.  Amazing family and amazing people to share their wonderful collection with the world is to me truly special in this day and age, when everything is about money! We went to great places to eat, and the last day we went on a sunset cruise in Newport that was just breathtaking to say the least, and the houses on this cruise will take your breath away! I have pictures galore with loads of memories and good times with people I love! I did not make the Hollywood Cemetery on my last day, because they closed it to the public. This is the resting place of some of the greatest stars in the world, like Rudolf Valentino and so much more! My family was like why do you want to see a cemetery, I said it is not just a cemetery it is the last resting place of the most famous people in the world! (they thought I was nuts, so be it, I did not care, oh well it was not in the cards this time maybe the next).  Now for the sadness of the trip, I have personally never seen in my lifetime, so many homeless people!  Mostly wherever you go in California you will see homeless people, laying near walls of buildings, talking to themselves and they look so lost and alone! In Hollywood Hills, where houses are worth millions and have gates and bushes about 15ft high blocking the views from the street for privacy we would see homeless people laying in the bushes in some spots sleeping with all there belongings with them, how sad is that, on one hand there are people with so much money they really do not know what to do with it and on the other hand you have people starving in the streets.  I did have a wonderful time, but when I go to sleep at night I seem to remember all the faces of the homeless and starving, and that was something I did not expect on my trip at all! I spoke with some people and I asked them how do you get used to being around this and seeing this each and everyday!  They said it is the California way of life and you get use to it!  I do not believe being from New Jersey where the homeless are not laying in streets that I would be ever use to it, nor would I want to be use to it!  Help is what is needed, not getting use to it!  Sad very sad indeed!

I'm backkkkkkk!!

Hi everyone, had a wonderful time in LA with lots to talk about, but as you know being away from work for a whole week leaves plenty of catching up to do.  All good stuff and not so good stuff will have to wait till I have some free time. Just wanted you all to know I was planted safe and sound on my own home soil, so to speak, lol.  I really was a great trip with loads of site seeing and loads of laughs!  Before I go back to all my catch up work, I just wanted to say I really missed you guys and its great to be back!  Later all!

Hi everyone!

Well you all know I am leaving tomorrow, so there will not be to many posts coming your way, I will miss the talking I am able to do on my blog, especially in the next coming week and  most of all the feedback you all give me, so don't forget me will ya!  When I get back I promise you I will have loads of thinks to say of everything we did!  Today is a really busy day at work, and I am feeling really bad, even though I should not about leaving my job for a week!  But its family time and I am looking forward to spending quality time with them!  I might get annoyed a lot at my job but I really do enjoy working there.  I know, Fran you are an airhead, what could I say, I am what I am and I am me!  Plain and simple, take me or leave me, change me, I think not! Oh and I forgot take me or leave me!  I hope you all take me!  See ya all on the 26th and to all have a great and wonderful week!!  Wish me Luck!  XXXOOO

One more hour and 1 1/2 more days!

One more hour of work and one and 1/2 days to go. I will be: leaving on a jet plane don't know when I'll be back again!  Love the song and for the life of me cannot remember who sings it! (senile moment once again) LOL wait, I need a moment to reflect, no that didn't help  mental block is still there!  Oh, who cares you all have to know the song and soon I will be on that jet plane and off to a wonderful vacation with calm and tranquility at least for one week anyways! I bet you guys are so sick of my vacation talk, so sorry can not help myself, but one good thing will come of it, a lot more to talk about instead of same old, every day boreing stuff!  I have to tell you when I am out and about the one thing It will not be is boreing I promise you that!!  Later, friends around the world!

Horoscope Update: (Aries) 8-15-12

This one is a good one, I like: It reads, It's time to tell that certain person who keeps trying to put you into a specific box that no one defines who you are but you! How right it is, I have one certain person in my life that really if I let him/her do that to me will. But you know what, I am a lot stronger person now than when I first started out on my journey, and no one will define me but me. Oh and about telling that person, why should I, actions speak louder than words! I will never let a person ever, think they are better than me, I could give a hoot who you are, we all eat, breath, and excuse the word (shit) the same way!  You have to know who you are to let your self esteem back into your life to know that!  It took years of embarrassment and not feeling like I belonged for me to realize that, some horrible experiences and memories till this day, have made me a stronger person, not weaker!  Always remember the worst of the worst is in the past, keep it there, The people or person who tried to bring you down, only made you stronger, it did me! I define myself and I know what and who I am. And to that person I say thank you! Lesson well learned!

Hello young lovers!

Hello young lovers where ever you are, that song I believe was from a movie the State Fair with Pat Boone and Shirley Jones.  I so dated myself, but believe it or not that was even before my time I think I was 2 when it was made, so not that, that old  LOL!  Why did I think of that song on a Tuesday morning at work, I have not a clue, like I tell you these things just pop into this brain of mine and I just go along for the ride!  It is a feel good song so I suspect I feel good!  When I was in my teens I saw this movie and it made me happy, so happy thoughts it is! Stay happy and the world is yours for the taking, so to speak!!!! Happy, Happy, Happy   I know, I'm whacked!

A little dap will do ya!

Why did I say that, I don't know just felt like it, it popped into my head and the next thing I know I wrote it down!  LOL  I than said to myself a little dap will do ya and I thought , a good laugh, fun times, a great pet, a new love in your life, anything with happiness and joy, that saying always made me feel like that so I guess because I am so happy right now I just felt like saying it!  Now my next thought is did I spell it right, the word fixer upper thing did not even come close to what I think it should be spelled as so I just kept it as it is!  Just a thought and a fun thought at that, A little dap will do ya, is just that! A dap of this and a dap of that makes for a great dap of a day!  Maybe it should be a b on Dab! LOL Okay I lost it for sure now!!!!!  Oh who cares anyway you all know what I mean!  Love to all and to all a good nite!

Horoscope update (Aries) 8-13-12

Well I have to say this update has to relate to another Aries because it sure is not me! LOL
It reads: You've been enjoying plenty of unscheduled time.  Now it's time to get back into a routine and get busy with various projects.   ( Are you talking to me, are you talking to me) forgot what movie that's from, just picture me saying it with a Italian stallion kinda of attitude LOL! I did not even get started yet(vacation that is) and they are telling me it is all ready over!  Noooooooooooooo not yet at least give me my week, than you could say that to me! I promise after the week you could Let me at em again! No really I promise, cross my heart and a kiss to God!  Amen!

Monday!

Home stretch is right around the corner, my work day will be over and on to Tuesday,  I see this week flying by big time!  So much excitement going on, I hope my heart can stand it!  You know it feels really good to be in a great mood, and not the same old, nothing to look forward mood, I sometimes let myself get into or should I say most of the time. When the doors open up for people I love that's good enough to put me over the top so to speak!
I mean I know I am over the top already LOL but this over the top is so different! This is like the song from The sound of music (back to that again LMAO) The hills are alive with music. I feel like that right now, I just want to savor the moment because we all know it does not last forever!  If only it could!

Feeling Overwelmed!

I really am feeling overwhelmed right now!  Robbie's agent called me, Filming the movie will take a year and he has so much on his plate with school and work but I have to believe all will be well!  She also wants him to go to acting class on Tuesday night starting the second week in Sept.  She is getting the shooting dates for the movie so he could have the schedule and his job could work around it!  I am so nervous and I don't even know why, I guess I am more nervous for him than anything else and I have to believe that everything happens for a reason and it is just destiny!  Why did everything have to happen all at once is my question?  We will be there and help him though it all, do not worry about that!

Sunday Nite!

Hello everyone, It is Sunday night , I had such a good weekend but all good things come to an end! All good though because vacation is 5 days away and off to California (okay how many times have I told you that) LOL" I don't care I would love to be Julie Andrews from the movie Sound of Music and be standing on that mountain screaming it!  Only kidding I thought that sounded good!  All kidding aside as soon as vacation gets here, we all know it will be over as quick, but that's the way of life, right!  Just so excited because have not been on a vacation or a plane for quite a while, feeling a little overwhelmed right now!  Everything is packed, just have to get our son's Robbie's stuff together and a little odds and ends and all is a go! I weighed luggage and I am on target,  1- bag weight is 18lbs and my other is 38lbs just have to weight Rob's.
Bags cannot weigh more the 50lbs so I am on target thank you lord! Okay all, I know the same old bull crap, what could I say this is my life.  Sorry, no jet setting for this girl, just little old me!! Love to all and sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite!

Seriously! Bad mood 2

I get so mad at my husband, he really is a great guy, the only problem is when he sets his mind on something, no matter what you say to him it goes in one ear and out the other!  When it comes to his health, my mouth does not stay shut, and I do not care how many arguments we have. He is not I would say on a diet he changed his eating habits which is great. That's not the problem the problem is now he feels that is all he could eat or he feels sick!  He eats and I state: 1-chicken breast with bone and bake potato for midday and for dinner he eats 1 sirloin hamburger and bake potato, seven days a week going on over a one and a half year period of time and still going strong. Sometimes on occasion he will eat something else (like on a holiday) He lost a ton of weight, which is great but now he is losing to much weight and looks not healthy and it worries me a lot!  Now the fighting begins, because this is a problem he has for years on end!  My husband has no middle ground its either one way or another. His problems with this stems years back and when you think he has things under control, his episodes start again.  It really could be ruff for those around him to see what is happening and ruffer when you start to voice your concern about it!  I figure let the arguments begin, as long as it is for a good cause!  Life or death to me is a good cause and well worth it! I was debating on whether to post this, but this is my life and it is a big part of what is happening and a very real concern for me.  End of story!

Movie Script!

Rob's movie script was e-mailed to him last night, he is really excited about it!  Lots of action and has a story line that relates to believing in God!  It is a ruff and tumble movie but in the end all can relate to it!  An Independent movie is a lot different than the movies with big budgets.  Even with that being said this is a great chance for him to get his face out there and be notice!  What ever comes outta of it, it will be a great experience for him!  A lot of work will go into it and he wants to give it his all!  You should have seen his face when he was reading it, priceless for sure!  I am one nervous mom here, and I told him the gun scenes had better have blanks in those guns. LOL  Just because he is in a movie does not mean I will not be a worry ward!  He will always be my baby! 

Horoscope Update(Aries) 8-9-12

Wow I like this one, seems so exciting and mysterious, it reads (drum role please) : A strong inner will guides you, and it seems to be making plans so secretive that you do not even know about them until you are in full swing!  Now tell me people does that not sound good!  It makes me think what am I doing different in my life that might make it a little bit more exciting, my conclusion is my blog it is gaining momentum each and every day ,which to me is a big deal!  No big money but so what, I love that people could find just a nobody and think just a little she is interesting to say the least!  I have to admit an Inner will inside of me wants me to be good at something and writing these little messages makes me think, boy Fran I think you could do this!  Who would have thought!  We shall see my friends and time will tell!

No I'm not dead!

Hi everyone, busy today at the work place, just the way I like it!  First chance to get to say hi and fill you in on a little news!  Last night my son was putting something away in the garage and catastrophe hit, the bridge of his nose that is! His nose he said is getting bigger by the minute.  He is really driving me crazy with the talk of his nose! LOL  It is a little swollen right now , ice was applied and he will be as good as new by the time we leave on vacation! You, try to tell a 19 year old that its like talking to a wall!  He just stop by my office and said mom I need money for lunch and am going to eat my lunch with my big nose!  LMAO I said Robbie your nose is not any bigger than it was yesterday but remember the wall, still there! His world is coming to an end, really.  Well enough said of Rob's nose, stay tune to the drama as it unfolds.  He spoke with his manager and when he was getting the script for his movie part and she said soon, there will also be improv used which means that actions and speech come out spontaneously, he was not happy with that, I said are you kidding that's great you just go with the flow and reacted to the situation, so much more easier than remembering lines, you will love it, you stay in character and just go with the flow!  I just ate lunch, had Chili from Wendy's, now back off to work and let the day just keep moving along! Love to all! Later alligator (corny)

One of those days (again)

It is one  of those days, not having much to say, I don't know why, I'm in the greatest mood and no problems at the work place, but it is still one of those days.  All my excitement was yesterday and today I guess I am back to reality!  I wonder why that happens you go from highs to lows!  I know the Bi-bolar thing, which I really do not believe I have.  Again the antsy feeling I have like something is a coming and you wish it would get here already is back!  There are so many times I could just keep writing and things just keep on coming and right now is not one of them!   I am a worry ward and I worry about everything!  Trying to make everyone happy  could be a very consuming job!  What really kills me is half the time you are just getting on everyones nerves because you are to (whats the word to use) anal or particular about everything.  Me and my husband butt heads a lot!  Complete opposites to say the least!  I go into a room turn on the light, than turn it off when I leave. Not him!  One time I came home to every light on in the house!  PSE&G made loads of money off of me/us that night! I talk till I am blue in the face and no one listens. I really sometimes get emotionally drained by it all!  I always have to ask the question, Is it me, or is it that I just want perfect 24/7.  Who knows, I could debate this forever, but right now I don't have the time!  But between you and me, I would have to say it is everyone else.  LOL  Bye!!!!

Good good morning!

Hi all, a great big beautiful day is here, hump day as we all call it middle of week with 2 more days to go till the weekend!  I have to say my weeks are flying by big time!  Next Friday at 2:30 I will leave work and off on vacation to CA. The week will fly by, positive of that but fun times will be had!  But a break I need and when I come back I will be good as new!  There is nothing like a tuneup right! LOL Trying to get Rob, set up with his school books for college before we go! Hoping to get his script for movie before we go, so much going on and feeling a little overwhelmed, but in a good way!  Life is good when busy this way you know you are not dead!  Does that sound right? Oh well thats Fran (me) talking and do I ever make sense, I think not! Later my friends!

Lunch!

Trying to eat but Rosie Girl wants a little bit of tuna, I hate to see her looking at me!  It feels like your child is starving and begging for food! I need to know if people food for dogs is no good, right!  One day when I get a chance I have to really find out in those myth books if it is fact or fiction!. Only kidding. Rosie is not allowed people food, and its for the best.  Not meaning to change the subject but I forgot to tell all, I wrote Rob's monologue for his audition, It must have been pretty good it helped with getting the part!  I made it real ruff, going with (since he plays a Duff guy with no feelings at all) I will blow your  effing brains out, you could beg all you want, you will need more than God to help your ass get out of this and so on!  You have to remember it has religious undertones in this movie and the star of the show refuses to believe in God! I also added since Rob's character is a ladies man, when he walks away he puts his arm around a women and says come on baby than stops looks back and points his finger in the position of a gun and he say remember tomorrow or and makes his fingers bounce like a gun goes off!  Now please know this is a monologue not me LOL. But it help get the part and that's all that matters.

Good News!

Hi guys, good news is a coming.  Rob has gotten the part!  So happy for him with a little nervousness on the side!  Filming starts in Sept. and will be filmed in New Jersey which is a plus!  They said they will work around his schedule and all his scenes will be filmed on Saturdays if need be!  Lot on his plate and as a parent I worry.  One of my friends said all things happen for a reason and I always believed that.  The name of movie can you believe he does not remember, I think because he thought he was not going to get the part! LOL Its an Independent film which we all know has no high budget but if seen by the right people can really amount to something, so they want this to be big  they told Rob. Tyler Perry the actor, director and producer wants to see the film after production is done! What else can you ask for  a first film!  We told him pace yourself  Rob and all will turn out okay!  All your dreams are coming together right in front of you!  Its a start and a great start at that!  School is all set and we will make sure he gets everything done.  His job hours will change also he was going to work less hours anyway for school.  All things work out, (you all know I believed that, I said it enough times for sure) and we could say the timing is all wrong, but like we have been told loads of times things always happen for a reason! 

Lots of thoughts!

Have no Idea where to start!  Did you ever get like that, I have loads of things running through this brain of mine, things I want to do things I need to do, and things I have no Idea even how to get off the ground and get started. Going to the fashion show last night made me want to reach for the sky, and start anew! Remember you are never to old to reach for the stars and begin something new!  Life is way to short for could haves, should haves and would have comments!  The host last night was a strong believer in what ever your dreams are go for it!  He was a great motivational speaker, which helped you believe anything was possible if you wanted it bad enough, now the question is do I want it bad enough or I am just willing to settle on what I have.  Sometimes I just think laziness is a big part of my problem, I am not lazy in the I don't mean house cleaning or every day things that need to get done.  I mean get up and get what you want out of life, that type of laziness, like I am afraid of a new challenge or to be the center of attention, I have no Idea what I am saying kinda of thing.  I am afraid of the invest yourself 100% type of thing. To succeed in anything you do a 100% is a requirement and is needed to be successful without it you will fail. I am 100% positive of that!

Hello my friends!

You know, you are, I love weekends I know you know that, but the only thing is I am so busy running around and doing things I have no time to talk on my blog because the family has me doing other things! My son Rob is on kicks of taking rides and site seeing with the family!  He is 19 years old and rather hang out with us is just amazing to me and I thank God every day, he is the way he is!  I do want him to get out with friends, don't get me wrong there are those times he hangs out and does things, but not as much as other kids his age!  He programs himself to stay out of trouble because his ultimate goal before anything else is to be a police officer or anything with law enforcement!  He does not want to be around trouble, I cannot blame him can you.  Talk to you later my friends!

What a great night (Sunday)

Sunday was a great night! (well I have to say) Rob did great at the fashion show and the runway!  He came walking out with that model face and strutted his walk just right!  Loved it!  A lot of the guys model 4 outfits each and of course came out with everyone at the end for the finale.  He did not look nervous at all and his self confidence was amazing for the first time being in front of all those people! When you get to the end of walkway photos were going off like crazy, it was a great experience and we were so proud of him!  My brother-in-law who always complains about thinks to his own admittance said he had a great time and Robbie did great!  To top the night off when we got home we recorded an episode of NYC22 and Robbie had a little scene in that and we got a great look at him on TV, all in all it was a great way to end the night and the weekend!!!!!! 

Love, love, love!

This day is turning out great!  All the men folks at the shop are on the road and it is just little old me! Peaceful as could be with 2 1/2 more hours of work!  What more could I ask for from the work place!
Days like this I love, I see it as watching the fort and talking to nice folks as they call for information, that I am ever so willing to help them with!  When I retire which is not for about 6 more years and I am by far not ready to get that old yet, but what I will miss the most are the days like this. The people I have come into contact with while working at my job are just great!  Getting to know quite a few and dealing with them one on one is a joy!  Time does fly by, it has been 14yrs already and before you know the 6yrs will be here and a new beginning will be upon me!  I have to wonder what it will hold! Think all good things Fran all good things!

Horoscope Update! 8-3-12

Well now we are talking business, something that makes sense to me!  Yea, my horoscope reads drum role please LOL  Your friend-ship skills are exceptional, and you'll use them well today. Your belief in others will help them grow into the people they want to be!.. I am by far a people person, you walk through a door, and I will strike a conversation with you and it will feel like I know the person forever!, now mine you I don't know if they feel the same way but oh well. Friendships for me are special, I find that you do not have to talk to someone everyday to reconnect with those you care about!
Its pretty much automatic on my part and I fall back into the groove in a blink of an eye!  Pushing people to do the best they can is a giver for me, hands down. The one and only problem I have is the person has to want it, want to succeed, wants a better life, wants the most life has to offer.  I have a short fuse for people that do not try to help themselves be a better person and try to overcome any obstacle in their way!  I feel you have to help yourself in order for others to be able to help you!

Happy Friday!

Great weekend on the horizon, and a very busy weekend for sure. Wish I could tell you some things that are happining in my life, I learned that some things sometimes just have to be unsaid!  Blogs are for mostly happy talk, no one wants to come to a blog that is to depressing for words.  Now, I am not saying I am depressed, I am not, I just have to fiqure certain thing out in my life that need a fixing!  No matter what though, I will prevail and overcome anything that is thrown my way!  It's all part of life and no matter what you just keep on truckin!  Okay enough of that, now for the good stuff!  Rob (my son) has to pick 3 Pictures out of 5 on what he wants to be shown in the background when he walks the runway at fashion show!  He has to meet with them at 3pm today!  Sunday is the day and I cannot wait,  I told him a few tricks on how to get a more chiseled face and have the dreamy eye look that guys do so well when in the magazines. He has study those looks and I think he has it down pat!  The walk is great!
He says to me Mom Sunday dinner (family dinner) right, I said Rob you have to be at the Hilton Hotel at 4PM no model, stuffs there face before a runnway walk!  He thought about for about 2 seconds and says okay I will have a wrap from Muscle Makers LOL  Kids go figure!!!!

Where in the world!

Could so many people hear and know your feelings, the Internet and a blog!  I really am amazed at how many people are paying attention to what I have to say or even care about it!  People from Russia, Germany,China, Australia, United Kingdom, Republic of Korea, Taiwan and the good old USA are following my blog, now how cool is that! Every day more and more of you are logging on to my everyday life.  You listen to all my ups and downs and my every day crazy in between the lines articles, sometimes they make sense and sometimes you have no Idea what this women is saying, lol but you stick it out anyway!  What would I do with out you all!  Technology, your a lifesaver for sure!

I will talk in riddles!

I talk in riddles because there are times when you want to say things, but you just are not able to , this is one of those times!  Silent I will be, mouth closed, stay on my best behavior and no drama whats so  ever! Zip it closed! Not a word, remember that!  Deal with it and in the end it will pay off!  Life's pleasures will come my way in time and all problems before that will be just a distant memory.  Its all part of my life's plan, but in the end I am a firm believer that all will end well!  This blog gives me a chance to let feelings out that other wise would just fester, and we all pretty much know the complications of that! I say to myself I understand, no problem, okay, your right, I am an Idiot, But I know who I am and what I want, and in time I will get it! This is a promise to myself so help me God!

Lunch NJ time!

At my desk eating an early lunch, not quite sure I told you guys, I have a Lap Band! (senile moment) It is truly hard to eat a lot of foods for me!  I am right now attempting to eat egg salad on rye toast.  Of course I will not be able to eat it all a few bites if I am lucky.  I hate when I waste money on food when I buy it out!  I could be saving my dollar bills in my jar instead of wasting it! My breakfast is always a protein drink, and I think I will go back to protein drinks for lunch also!  With a lab band you could eat a lot of junk food, that always goes down easy without feeling like you will get sick!  Food is a state of mine, when I had it done 3 years ago, my mine was trained on not feeling hungry, just because the band was there for back-up!  I really am never ever hungry like I used to be, food was my everything, now I eat just because I have to!  The one thing I have learn is to stay away from food with sugar, that really kicks in the cravings for more food with sugar and the mine sometimes cannot get the thoughts of food out of it!  If that makes sense.  Oh well I know what I mean at least!  This is my blog, right!  LOL  Later all, talk to you when I talk to you!  Thanks followers once again my views are really climbing, who would have thought you would even care about little old me!

Come this Friday!

There will be only 2 weeks till a much needed vacation.  Will start getting everyone packed next weekend. You have to remember I will be packing for all of us!  Its a chore just getting them all to collaborate on what they want to take along, my son being the worse.  I called airport and the weight limit for a suitcase is 50lbs so it will we lightweight clothes going on this trip.  If it weighs more than 501bs it will be an extra $100.00 per bag!.  I don't think so, t-shirts and shorts one dress outfit and 2  pairs of shoes each are going, Oh and all essentials of course like socks and undies!  I know to much info, but this is the first plane trip in quite a while and need to get all new rules down!  I want to make sure everything runs smoothly and on schedule and things are not forgotten!  I have a house sitter and dog sitter, the pick-up for back and forth to airport is ready, spoke with owner of cottage we will be staying at, and have the rent-a-car ready for when we land!  It will be a blast just to be somewhere else, I always love the excitement and feeling you get when you start a new journey! It feels exhilarating to say the least!  You know what is funny,  by the end of the trip, you are looking forward to home!  I guess that's why they say there is no place like home!

Horoscope update (8-1-12)

Okay guys, here it goes my beloved horoscope that always seems to me like a bunch of crap, LOL sorry I just felt like saying that but really it is, it reads You'll be willing to open new doors in the pursuit of fun and you don't have to wonder what will bring you pleasure, because you'll be drawn inexplicably to such things. Wait I have to re-read this again to get its meaning,  Okay got it, I think, I am always willing to open doors for fun and I am drawn to being happy not sad!  My personality is just that, happiness is my middle name, the people around me is what brings me down and gets me to being the demon from hell so to speak! I don't have to wonder what brings me pleasure, associating myself with nice people is one factor I need to take care off!  Life is way to short to be around un-happy people with pusses on their faces 24/7. 

Day is moving along!

The day is just moving along, I like it when that happens. Was told by my son that his agent said he will know if he gets the part by end of week!  Fingers crossed, he really wants it, but I am preparing him for the worse (just in case that happens)I tell him you just move on for another roll!   Movie land is ruff and you do not get what you want all the time or should I say most of the times! It is competitive and you just have to deal with it, you prepare yourself for the let downs or this is not for you, you never take it personally! I believe he understands this and all will be just fine in the end!  Sunday is the modeling fashion show, they took five pictures of him to show has he struts his stuff down the walkway!  His grandma, me and his dad and aunt and uncle are going to watch him!  Really excited about that with an added great day at the work place with everything falling into place, what more could a girl/women ask for! Umm let me think, I could think of a lot, only kidding what ever God blesses me with that's good enough for me! Complaints and complaining,  I think he forgives!

Start of the day!

I really enjoy the start of my work day, especially when I am the first one in the office, air condition turned on if needed, coffee is brewing, computer turned on and a peacefulness feeling sets in. It makes for a great way to start the day! Its a Wednesday morning hump day as it is being called on face book and the weekend is closing in once again! What more can you ask for, it really does not take much to make me happy, just quite and calm is a good thing, when you get to my age that seems to be the only thing that matters!  No, I'm not dead I just enjoy some calm, don't we all!  Oh, did I tell you the problem I had yesterday is done and removed!  See what I mean, why did it even have to get to that point! I will never understand man!  I really think they sometimes like all the drama, really I do! They like it and they like to blame it all on you!  Okay if it makes you feel better no problem, you could think that as long as you know that I know its all you! LOL  I am by far not a perfect person , but I am so right on this!